...And people don't believe me that I'm a weirdo magnet.

http://www.okcupid.com/profile?tuid=444295599605519000

(it's even better when you click the pic)

I *WANT*.

~"Downpour" t-shirt @ threadless.com

Why am I so bothered? It just goes to show you that no matter what you do, you cant avoid crap happening.

The last 15 minutes have been a bit odd. As mentioned in my previous post, my friend got into an accident and was badly hurt. I look some more and find out another teacher from Leland is arrested...the second in 5 months. I tell my best girlfriend who is also from Leland and she tells me that my math tutor was also arrested for sexual abuse...the funny part is, I always thought he was sketchy. I found a clip on the story and felt weird seeing mug shots of my chemistry teacher.
http://feeds.siliconvalleynews.net/?rid=7539daa7cb5f676b&cat=2d152a2dc9f192ff&f=1

The internet is not good for me.

I just want to go to bed.

I just found out one of my friends (Jay-c) got into an accident. Head on collision, resulting in broken legs and shattered collarbone.


I'm bothered.

Why does stuff like this happen to him all the time.

No particular reason to post, but I'm doing it anyway. I'm just going to list things I did, so that I remember these small insignificant events. I feel crappy and unhealthy. Most of the time I feel like I'm sick and definitely look it. I think I just need to exercise.

Thursday I went out to see Corpse Bride with Jason and originally for Korean food...It seems that around here, asian places don't last long. It was closed down so we ended up in a tasty Mexican restaurant.

Friday I did homework and was bored out of my mind, but eventually made it out to Jeremy's (he's weird and I don't understand him...how often does that happen? And I think I was the cause of him getting locked out haha good riddance) for movie and Giordano's deep dish pizzaaaaa. I was excited because I actually recognized the name and felt "Chicago". Another fat night.

Saturday I was supposed to go out to Gurnee Mills with Maria, except she had class and the times never matched up with the metra...did she not think of this when we were planning this? Coincidentally, Leo was going to the mall and I was able to go out for dimsum and Woodfield to get winter clothes. I got extremely stressed out thinking about winter coats and felt intimidated because everyone shopping looked like they knew what they were doing. I was this- close to asking another shopper to ask "What do you wear in Chicago?". I even got to eat a peeeecanbon. Afterwards, I got to watch Hide and Seek because it reminded me of my summer days getting yelled at by Andy. I discovered Lindor truffles and Instant spiced Chai Tea...dAmn tasty.
Third fat night.

Jason and I are foodies so we talk about food way too much. We were talking about pie so I somehow ended up at Bakers Square today and we ate pumpkin pie. Tis the season. I'm going to miss Halloween and hanging out with the San Hoe-zians...Where else am I going to get to smell burnt pumpkin? I guess I'll have to recreate it in my own room. He also gave me a free tv and now I have the Home Shopping Network. We were discussing my birthday and I came to the realization that I no longer have an excuse to fall back on as to why I never go out. This is a problem. I either, a) need to come up with a good *fake* story of how crazy my 21st birthday was, when in reality I was quietly sitting at home, b)actually do something on my birthday, or c) just tell people that I'm naturally boring (which is closest to the truth as you can get).

I really don't think I'll be doing anything because I don't even feel like doing anything. We shall see.

In other news, the leaves are changing and Akiko is homesick again.

Chocolate graham crackers make me happy. It's like Oreos without the creme filling. SO good.

Limited edition apple pie icecream by "Edy's" or aka Breyer's is *real* good. Nothing like eating pie crust.

What a freak.

I just wondered the weirdest thing. I am (was)doing my homework for programming for ID class and a part of it is to space plan an accessible (for wheelchairs) bathroom. As I was doing this, looking at diagrams in text books and such, I wondered...how do they do it??? How *do* they go to the bathroom?? I can sort of imagine the female way, but a guy's?? The way guys go to the bathroom has always been somewhat an enigma to me. I'm gonna be sorry later that I posted this, but I had to because I thought I was the biggest freak for wondering this.

Now you know for sure.